I am walking through the rain

I am walking through the rain
And my soul groans with pain,
Cursed be the love like blain –
It’s the soul’s bloody stain!

I am screaming in the night,
I am begging for the light –
One to free me of the chain,
And extinguish fiery rain,

One to heal scorched heart,
One to be my soul guard,
One to help me understand
That nowhere in this land

It is possible to find
Shining love, still being blind,
Golden heart, still being poor,
Paradise with lifetime guar.

I am passing in the night,
And its darkness makes me blind,
And its chill touch makes me wonder –
Will I need those lights with thunder,

Will I live that life with pain
As remainder of my gain,
As a token of my blight,
As a sign of former might?

There is no escape, no hiding
From that constant essence tidying,
From that endless stream of pain…
No escape from inner rain.

Let it rain, I don’t care!
Almost naked, soul-bare,
I will stand against pain,
I will bless my burning rain,

I shall find way through the night
And will earn another sight,
Truly love I shall once find,
On its wings I’ll fly with wind.

I am walking through the rain,
I have thrown away all pain,
I am singing in the night…
Gleam in tunnel shines me bright.